new moon(暮光之城-新月英文版)-第31章
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the wet sand until it hit
something stationary。 I couldn't see。 My face was mashed into the moss。 I
tried to lift my head； but there
was something in the way。
I was dizzy and confused。 It sounded like there were three things snarling—
the bike over me； the voice in
my head； and something else
〃Bella！〃 Jacob yelled； and I heard the roar of the other bike cut off。
The motorcycle no longer pinned me to the ground； and I rolled over to
breathe。 All the growling went
silent。
〃Wow；〃 I murmured。 I was thrilled。 This had to be it； the recipe for a
hallucination—adrenaline plus
clanger plus stupidity。 Something close to that； anyway。
〃Bella！〃 Jacob was crouching over me anxiously。 〃Bella； are you alive？〃
〃I'm great！〃 I enthused。 I flexed my arms and legs。 Everything seemed to be
working correctly。 〃Let's do
itagain。〃
〃I don't think so。〃 Jacob still sounded worried。 〃I think I'd better drive you
to the hospital first。〃
〃I'mfine。〃
〃Um； Bella？ You've got a huge cut on your forehead； and it's gushing blood；〃
he informed me。
I clapped my hand over my head。 Sure enough； it was wet and sticky。 I could
smell nothing but the damp
moss on my face； and that held off the nausea。
〃Oh； I'm so sorry； Jacob。〃 I pushed hard against the gash； as if I could force
the blood back inside my
head。
〃Why are you apologizing for bleeding？〃 he wondered as he wrapped a long arm
around my waist and
pulled me to my feet。 〃Let's go。 I'll drive。〃 He held out his hand for the
keys。
〃What about the bikes？〃 I asked； handing them over。
He thought for a second。 〃Wait here。 And take this。〃 He pulled off his T…
shirt； already spotted with
blood； and threw it to me。 I wadded it up and held it tightly to my forehead。
I was starting to smell the
blood； I breathed deeply through my mouth and tried to concentrate on
something else。
Jacob jumped on the black motorcycle； kicked it to a start in one try； and
raced back down the road；
spraying sand and pebbles behind him。 He looked athletic and professional as
he leaned over the
handlebars； head low； face forward； his shiny hair whipping against the russet
skin of his back。 My eyes
narrowed enviously。 I was sure I hadn't looked like that on my motorcycle。
I was surprised at how far I'd gone。 I could barely see Jacob in the distance
when he finally got to the
truck。 He threw the bike into the bed and sprinted to the driver's side。
I really didn't feel bad at all as he coaxed my truck to a deafening roar in
his hurry to get back to me。 My
head stung a little； and my stomach was uneasy； but the cut wasn't serious。
Head wounds just bled more
than most。 His urgency wasn't necessary。
Jacob left the truck running as he raced back to me； wrapping his arm around
my waist again。
〃Okay； let's get you in the truck。〃
〃I'm honestly fine；〃 I assured him as he helped me in。 〃Don't get worked up。
It's just a little blood。〃
〃Just a lot of blood；〃 I heard him mutter as he went back for my bike。
〃Now； let's think about this for a second；〃 I began when he got back in。 〃If
you take me to the ER like
this； Charlie is sure to hear about it。〃 I glanced down at the sand and dirt
caked into my jeans。
〃Bella； I think you need stitches。 I'm not going to let you bleed to death。〃
〃I won't；〃 I promised。 〃Let's just take the bikes back first； and then we'll
make a stop at my house so I
can dispose of the evidence before we go to the hospital。〃
〃What about Charlie？〃
〃He said he had to work today。〃
〃Are you really sure？〃
〃Trust me。 I'm an easy bleeder。 It's not nearly as dire as it looks。〃
Jacob wasn't happy—his full mouth turned down in an uncharacteristic frown—
but he didn't want to get
me in trouble。 I stared out the window； holding his ruined shirt to my head；
while he drove me to Forks。
The motorcycle was better than I'd dreamed。 It had served its original
purpose。 I'd cheated—broken my
promise。 I'd been needlessly reckless。 I felt a little less pathetic now that
the promises had been broken
on both sides。
And then to discover the key to the hallucinations！ At least； I hoped I had。 I
was going to test the theory
as soon as possible。 Maybe they'd get through with me quickly in the ER； and I
could try again tonight。
Racing down the road like that had been amazing。 The feel of the wind in my
face； the speed and the
freedom it reminded me of a past life； flying through the thick forest
without a road； piggyback while he
ran—I stopped thinking right there； letting the memory break off in the
sudden agony。 I flinched。
〃You still okay？〃 Jacob checked。
〃Yeah。〃 I tried to sound as convincing as before。
〃By the way；〃 he added。 〃I'm going to disconnect your foot brake tonight。〃
At home； I went to look at myself in the mirror first thing； it was pretty
gruesome。 Blood was drying in
thick streaks across my cheek and neck； matting in my muddy hair。 I examined
myself clinically；
pretending the blood was paint so it wouldn't upset my stomach。 I breathed
through my mouth； and was
fine。
I washed up as well as I could。 Then I hid my dirty； bloody clothes in the
bottom of my laundry basket；
putting on new jeans and a button…up shirt （that I didn't have to pull over my
head） as carefully as I could。
I managed to do this one…handed and keep both garments blood…free。
〃Hurry up；〃 Jacob called。
〃Okay； okay；〃 I shouted back。 After making sure I left nothing incriminating
behind me； I headed
downstairs。
〃How do I look？〃 I asked him。
〃Better；〃 he admitted。
〃But do I look like I tripped in your garage and hit my head on a hammer？〃
〃Sure； I guess so。〃
〃Let's go then。〃
Jacob hurried me out the door； and insisted on driving again。 We were halfway
to the hospital when I
realized he was still shirtless。
I frowned guiltily。 〃We should have grabbed you a jacket。〃
〃That would have given us away；〃 he teased。 〃Besides； it's not cold。〃
〃Are you kidding？〃 I shivered and reached out to turn the heat on。
I watched Jacob to see if he was just playing tough so I wouldn't worry； but
he looked fortable
enough。 He had one arm over the back of my seat； though I was huddled up to
keep warm。
Jacob really did look older than sixteen—not quite forty； but maybe older
than me。 Quil didn't have too
much on him in the muscle department； for all that Jacob claimed to be a
skeleton。 The muscles were the
long wiry kind； but they were definitely there under the smooth skin。 His skin
was such a pretty color； it
made me jealous。
Jacob noticed my scrutiny。
〃What？〃 he asked； suddenly self…conscious。
〃Nothing。 I just hadn't realized before。 Did you know； you're sort of
beautiful？〃
Once the words slipped out； I worried that he might take my impulsive
observation the wrong way。
But Jacob just rolled his eyes。 〃You hit your head pretty hard； didn't you？〃
〃I'm serious。〃
〃Well； then； thanks。 Sort of。〃
I grinned。 〃You're sort of wele。〃
I had to have seven stitches to c lose the cut on my forehead。 After the sting
of the local anesthetic； there
was no pain in the procedure。 Jacob held my hand while Dr。 Snow was sewing；
and I tried not to think
about why that was ironic。
We were at the hospital forever。 By the time I was done； I had to drop Jacob
off at his home and hurry
back to cook dinner for Charlie。 Charlie seemed to buy my story about falling
in Jacob's garage。 After
all； it wasn't like I hadn't been able to land myself in the ER before with no
more help than my own feet。
This night was not as bad as that first night； after I'd heard the perfect
voice in Port Angeles。 The hole
came back； the way it always did when I was away from Jacob； but it didn't
throb so badly around the
edges。 I was already planning ahead； looking forward to more delusions； and
that was a distraction。
Also； I knew I would feel better tomorrow when I was with Jacob again。 That
made the empty hole and
the familiar pain easier to bear； relief was in sight。 The nightmare； too； had
lost a little of its potency。 I was
horrified by the nothingness； as always； but I was also strangely impatient as
I waited for the moment that
would send me s
